Just Build

Published 2024-01-16

I recently dropped out of university. I was not happy. The intense workload of my specific institution was too much for me to handle, and I knew I have skills to make it in the real world.

It’s only been a couple weeks and I’m still picking myself up. My mother thinks I’m a failure and choosing the easy way out, yet she’s never experienced constant panic and crying and having no time to socialise. She says I’m too smart to not get a degree, but in my opinion this is something I can always pursue later.

I have a lot to work on myself. I need to essentially grow up, get into my routines again and start taking care of myself.

I need to come off my meds. I need to be able to focus. I need to just build.